skin me alive.

2004-04-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

i moved here!

2004-04-20T10:52:00.000+08:00

starry eyed surprise stars adorned the sky, ive never seen stars so beautifully sprinkled on a singapore sky. makes me think of tioman. my escape paradise. :) once again, i find myself wit my friends, dancin' the night away it's like the party neva ends then again we don’t want it to stop, cuz tonights the night

2004-04-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

freedom at my feet forever, forever you'll stay in my heart and i will love you forever and ever we never will part and i will love you together, together that's how it must be to live without you could only mean heartbreak for me yay its all over and we got second! :) im really happy for us. but i just couldnt summon the energy to be ecstatic yesterday.. im sorry dears. but im really glad and

2004-04-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note yup im a strong girl again! *winks at trish* i am now enlightened. and i will stand strong. and wait for love's return. :) anyhows. today is the big day! big big BIG!! today is the day we represent blue house to compete in our yearly inter-house cheerleading competition. doesnt it sound grand? haha i thought so too. :D we're all gonna be decked out in our pretty skirts and

2004-04-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

excruciating pain ive never felt pain this way.. pain that wont go away.. no matter how hard i try.. how many times i repeated in my mind that i will be strong.. it just wont go away.. i lost my appetite.. i lost my will to strive.. lost my will to study.. lost my will to live.. i just want to hide.. hide from the outside world.. hide from this cruel world.. no matter what i do.. things wont be

2004-04-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

living in self denial ive given up.. given up hope.. vaune i wish you luck okay.. you succeeded and i didnt.. but i'll always be here to remind you and to talk. dont forget me... i hope you'll be happy.. love is not about possessing.. i must remember that.. remember that.. the pain will pass and i'll be happy again. i'll find another man and i'll move on.. i refuse to lose in this game of love..

2004-04-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

rest needed yup.. i need rest! went to tioman island for the weekend. really funky place. the water is clear.. the fishes are pretty.. the corals are beautiful.. the sun is hot (too hot for my comfort). we went snorkeling and kayaking. fun fun fun. i really wish i din have to come back.. escape the hectic pace of urban life and reside at the peaceful and beautiful island. we went to visit the

2004-04-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

tasteless life Imagine me and you, I do I think about you day and night It's only right To think about the girl you love And hold her tight So happy together its only right to think about the girl you love ? because of me and my big mouth im prohibited to think about the one i love.. i just lose all sense when i'm talking to you.. when i'm around you.. half the time i dun mean the nasty

2004-04-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

running round and round i feel like a fool.. a fool.. im a fool.. but at least i got it off my chest.. somehow i feel better.. doesnt matter if things wont work out.. im just glad that you know now.. whether you believe me or not. "i've tried my best and i have no regrets." :X aha. took that from bran. cute lil funny man. hope your broken heart will heal soon okay? *hugs* im gonna go cut my

2004-04-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

weapon of choice went to school today. finally. after two days of fever. felt kinda weird, stepping back into the fast and hectic pace of school-life. the last 2 days just went by like a dream.. floating in and out of reality.. im gonna hafta start adapting soon. i need to study argh. my day in school was bad. coughing like crazy. and the fact that im having a terrible sorethroat and ulcer didnt

2004-03-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

im too darn hot applied for early dismissal today.. got fever.. gawd.. still 40.4°c.. im gonna die :( anyhows. got kinda upset today... parents kinda fucked up.. scold me for nth -.- den wanna come make peace wif me after they learnt tt i got high fever.. how blardy annoying.. i shall be magnanimous and forget abt this. :X slept the whole day already.. arghs.. bored.. headache.. i wonder if i

2004-03-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

happy birthday karma! skipped school today to go zoo with gbr cuz its karma's bday. better be appreciative okay! haha no larhs. anyway. it started off quite bad. kept wanting to turn back and surrender. its TOO DARN HOT. we had fun towards the end. saw beautiful butterflies.. creepy snakes and all sorts of things. oh and the soft and cuddly rabbits. :) reaaally cute! got to know dem better. yups

2004-03-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

its my party and i'll cry if i want to yesterday was my bday. yups! turned out better den i expected. thank god for that. thanks for the many blessings and handshakes haha. you all know who you are! shall not name all out.. too tired.. just came back from cheerprac. anyhows i reaaally appreciate all that u peeps have done for me :) loads of love for me to you! went for mahjong at lenn's new

2004-03-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

let me float away in my fantasy lings wouldnt mind.. lings is so mildtempered.. its okay.. she'll get over it.. things will be fine tomorrow.. but will it really be fine? im still rather annoyed.. how can u people who tell me that you love me and how we'll always be happy neglect how i feel.. was your care just an act? put up to make me happy just for the moment..? id rather u all just leave me

2004-03-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

catch a falling leaf? yesterday R4 went to macs together. it was fun. joking and laughing and having fun as always! jiang said that if u catch a falling leaf you'd have good luck. we stood there for awhile but caught nothing. sians. thankew jo for the pink balloon yea? its really really pretty. :D suppose to stay back to watch loyalty debate today. yea i stayed back.. but ended up painting and

2004-03-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

lost in the rain master u lucky lucky man.. at least u found someone who fit ur criteria of the perfect girl.. though u might not have approached her.. i didnt find my perfect man.. or maybe i did. but i let him slip away.. *bangs head* maybe it aint time yet.. maybe its just that i need love.. someone to be able to love me and have me loving him.. maybe i might never meet him at all..... lost

2004-03-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

jiang::omigosh ur right! u are packed with all the qualities. hahaha silly girl. *hugs u tight* cant wait for ur story! cand::wo bu hao. :( how bout u..? sigh.. we need to talk soon love. *clutches heart*

2004-03-16T09:37:00.000+08:00

PRINCE CHARMING yup. its what all girls are searching for. here is how i wish mine would be. :D * Have good IQ+EQ * Gentlemanly * Packed with TLC * Understanding hmms. cant thing of anything else. guess thats that. if u spot any such person do alert me right away. :D hurhur thanks.

2004-03-16T09:23:00.000+08:00

ahh.. lifes taking a monotonous course.. cheerprac everyday for the week.. happy to see my girls. but dancing everyday is just starting to take a toll on me.. we finally came to a decision yesterday.. hope things will turn out fine. just know that im really really proud of u darling ree. :) *hugs* no worries cuz like all of us said a million times before, we'll always be there for you. suppose to

2004-02-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with ben to study.. had abit of work done.. he bought me roses.. really big red ones. really pretty. thanks dear. but please take care of urself yea? ur seriously giving me white hair and wrinkles. my schedule is getting quite packed.. stepped back into cheerleading. hope i'd focus and stop ponning this time. :X and this morning i got my ass up and going and played badminton

2004-02-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

like a rose.. my heart withers and dies.. with nothing more to give....

2004-02-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

happy birthday jiang this post is a lil late :X but still happy birthday jiang! jo is the silliest of the sillies haha. she imagined that she was going out wif us and walked wif us all the way to the busstop. poor baby had to walk back to school for ld alone. *hugs* went to town with jiang and ree. took neoprints. fun. :) its the funkeh machine which played songs. chose the wrong one though. so

2004-02-14T08:11:00.000+08:00

happy valentines watching hbo now... so sad... its about two misunderstood kids living up at the children's home.. and they were branded as retards.. when that was not the case.. they were just slower.. and needed love.. but their parents sent them away.. so now two of them from the home got together.. and started a family together.. and had a normal kid.. and even though his kid (ricky) was

2004-02-07T09:21:00.000+08:00

peekaboo! lazy me is back again. got new addiction. gunbound. i know i know.. slow right. but better late than never! and thanks liang for the bridal dress. haha. cutest thing ever. :) jiang and jo been really supportive this past week.. thanks for listening in to my problems k? i ensure u now my problem is over. hahahaha. shall update you when i get back to school. heee. and cand! thanks for the

2004-02-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

compy finished. lost. aha. oh wells. theres always another timeeee. xiasuey last of our group :X okay la i got nothing more to say. no mood. suck it babes. ROAR. p/s omg ur SUCHA blabbermouth. loudmouth with no brains.

2004-01-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

my dreams are getting darker and darker everyday.. am i disturbed? very.

2004-01-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

stuck on you oh my god. im a lazy pig. indeed i am. few days ago (god knows when, i've lost track of time!), i went to marina wif (( ben )). both of us bought similar bag. his bigger and mine smaller. hee. love the bag. *flaunts it* and i had a romantik time wif jo yesterday. hees. strolling in the rain! weee. sadly it wasnt what we planned to do, we had no damn choice. haha. mwaks darling. do

2004-01-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

dum dee dum yesterday surreal.ben.ahkong.xianrong came over to my place. finally collected my photos from xianrong. hees. thanks babe. :) lg looked really pretty! even my aunt said so haha. *winks* den they went to visit my dog and stuff. been a long time since i saw chubby so excited. come more often to visit him okies. :D things went relatively well. lg found my trampoline and she pranced arnd

2004-01-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

happy fucking chinese new year to you too! had headache for the whole day. finally popped pills. but it aint working. arghs. my dad organised a lucky draw in the evening. quite fun and exciting. they were all so hyped up about it. haha. well who isnt up for more money right? sianrong your luck didnt work :( i din get any prize. good thing 12bucks was the minimum we could get. haha yea. this

2004-01-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

FOR ALL MY DARLINGS COMING ON FRI! [19:52] <`loCkx-> rule no. 1 [19:52] <`loCkx-> no vulgarities [19:52] <`msyGMOOD> yessss [19:52] <`loCkx-> rule no. 2 [19:52] <`loCkx-> dun mention hui ling got a hp [19:52] <`msyGMOOD> rule no.3 [19:52] <`msyGMOOD> do remember my name is huiling. NOT missy [19:53] <`loCkx-> ahahah [19:53] <`msyGMOOD> still got wad har : [19:53] <`loCkx-> rule no. 4 [19:53] <`

2004-01-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

lost in you went to school yesterday morning to help decorate the classroom and the noticeboard. quite fun la. doodled on the board and took pictures wif my pals. hurs. :D after that went to watch the cheerleading auditions. boooo joe. dun get upset wif me lehs. i wanna join but u know i reaalllieeee hate auditions ma. remember that time when we first audit? sucks like hell lor. must dance in

2004-01-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

hmm. the time now is 11:31am and im home. got mc for today but went school to take chinese and chem test. no im not crazy. id rather see a mark there, be it red or black, than to get letters to fill up the space. had reaaaally bad flu yesterday and jiang was so sweet! she helped to pack my things and draw the lines for my graph. aww dear! thankew loads :) and jo was reaaaally sweet too. :D thanks

2004-01-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

started out as a great day.. had fun.. hung out wif my favourite people and finally gave dem the snacks i bought fer dem. ended the day phsically and emotionally hurt.. cut my finger in a record of 3 times in a roll.. and no one else in the class did. haha? wth. elwin ur sucha bastard. fine. leave. we'll still do fine without you. im feeling hungry.. and frustrated... argh. oh fuck it.

2004-01-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

weee. met benben and the surreal girls yesterday. first time full team go take neoprints together. hee :D. it was real fun and im really happy to see ya all again! mwaks. we must do this soon. and my melmel darling got her wallet ler. congrats sweetie. still got loadsa homework to do.. ahh.. hopefully 2molo no cca. and liang.. im not avoiding you.. really. just trust me..

2004-01-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

spent yesterday with ben and my sista. met veer at crc and he gave me my eiffle tower and this odd looking spoon. both says paris hahaha. *jealous* i wanna go there too! anyhow thankyou thankyou lots yea? :) for that i shall loan you my lover for one day. :D didnt manage to catch a show as plaza sing was f@#king packed. went into the arcade. played the mahjong game. darn computers. everytime i

2004-01-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

aching heart. That's when I'll stop loving you I'm sure you've heard these words before And I know it's hard for you to trust them once more You're afraid it all might end And a broken heart is scared of breaking again But you've gotta believe me I'll never leave you You'll never cry long as I am there And I will always be there You will never be without love When winter comes in summer When

2004-01-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

start of the race school started officially today. its okay la. damn slack. didnt do much in school. sat around. bonded with friends. hopefully we all get the drive to study. and a certain someone should have it too. * sinisterlook * bought this butterfly notebook for my journal. cant wait to write in it. haha. on the whole, school was great. met all my fellow retainees. :) did i mention the

2003-12-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

watched school of rock today! and yea it rocks. its no wonder the movie is given * four popcorns! * by perfect10. haha. picked up a novel today. romance. fountain of secrets by josie litton. read a few chapters already. not bad. schools gonna start soon.. sighh. suddenly im not so excited about it.

2003-12-29T18:25:00.000+08:00

due to constant bugging by mr jim. :X ( just kidding. ) i shall blog. limme see wad ive been doing.. hmm. nth much. hang out and stuff. had breakfast with ben and went out with a pack today to tampines. started out awkward.. but got okay later. yea. quite cute la those peeps. :) and hmm. a certain someone is having a hard time over matters of the heart.. i wish you'd get better soon ok? its time

2003-12-25T09:39:00.000+08:00

merry xmas :) went for breakfast on a xmas morning. haha. :) din do anything radical last night. kinda boring. but mel called and woke me from my slp. 12:20am. haha to wish me merry xmas. same to you my sweetheart. and recieved many many smses from my pals. thanks sweeties. :) merry xmas to you all too! din reply to the smses cus too tired to fight with the network jam. i shall do my greetings

2003-12-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

today marathon sia. run arnd. met jim 1st today. thanks for the softtoy babe :) its really cute. den met ben. thanks for the cd! hees. den met liang. waaa late leh u. he gave me this necklace. i tink u know me too well. how'd u know i'd want something like that? and u know wad? i already have it. haha nvm. thanks anyway yea. :D met family after that.. bought slippers. nice. next time i show all

2003-12-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha im so over the moon and into the festive season ! so im back to write another post. hee. i just wanna express my love for all my friends.. jiang.. peis.. serr.. cand.. my clique.. i miss ya all so much!! and to kailing.. though i know she wont be here to read it.. but u honey. i'll love forever. :) and my love to GBR.. to BOOM!.. to ELMers. past and present. :) and to all my pals out there

2003-12-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

underneath the mistletoe i dont want alot for christmas theres is just one thing i need i dont care about the presents underneath the christmas tree i just want you for my own more den you'll ever know make my wish come true all i want for xmas is youuuuu. :)

2003-12-22T08:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REI KOR ! ahh.. did i really miss it by a day. darnest. so sorry kor.. * hugs * promise to give u ur hugs okay!!

2003-12-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

cursed day THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IM TYPING THIS. fuck. ( dun mind my language. ) i clicked a wrong button and my post was gone before i could publish it. sickening. let me start over again. today was a damn terrible day. was walking out and my sandles snapped. had to wait fer my maid to bring another pair out. while waiting i saw this bird half-eaten and sprawled all over the sidewalk. darn

2003-12-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

your fuck. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla ripped from fusion's blog.

2003-12-19T08:27:00.000+08:00

to jiang dunno wheres ur gbk but nvm i shall reply to u here. i miss ya loads too sweetie! who says i dont. bleah. and i miss ya perng kuey too. * grins * must must must rem to bring when school reopens! been sucha long time since i ate dem. urs are the bestest haha. hmm. wheres the gathering? sure i'll go. come too yea! its gonna be fun. :)

2003-12-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL ! i din know ur no. was changed. so sorry! but i hope u enjoyed ur day yea. i tink this post is like umm. 5min late. argghs. so sorry. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG ! haha just one day after nigel's. i just wish u 2 the best okay? study hard arrhhh.

2003-12-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

ok great. not gonna start work till next week. mom was really sweet though. she said i could return her the money next year.. she looked kinda troubled. i tink shes afraid compromising will have a bad effect on me.. like teach me to drag things or rely too much on borrowed money and stuff.. ahhh... shes always worrying for us.. silly mom.. yest was fun. big splashes. huge puddles. hurhur. :P

2003-12-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

ahh.. so many things to buy! and once im done with my xmas shopping plus bday shopping i'll have nothing left for myself. sobs. at least i get to see the smiles on ur faces. :) suppose to go for work today.. alarm clock didnt ring. missed it again. another day without pay. im getting short of time. tsk. now im sitting at home reading garfield and playing American McGee's Alice. its this new pc

2003-12-14T09:29:00.000+08:00

stupid fat bitch. yawns. shall not let ur name stain my blog.

2003-12-14T07:35:00.000+08:00

cradle there will never be another lover treat you like i do we can drift into forever on a love thats made for two...

2003-12-13T09:17:00.000+08:00

new template. :)

2003-12-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

epitome of happiness happy birthday serr and na! im so sorry na i din know it was ur bday too! argghhss. hope u 2 enjoy it kaeS? went to marche with dem today. part of the x-clique was there. really happy to see all of dem. watched love actually with my dearest handyman today. it was great. nuff said. :)

2003-12-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

surreal won all the matches yesterday. nice one la ladies. :)

2003-12-10T09:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY BM !!

2003-12-08T08:27:00.000+08:00

when i fall in love havent really been blogging lately. woke at 5AM today. arghh! nothing to do. im so bored its driving me crazy. limme see wad happened last week. watched movies. had training. watched brother bear with bern and wolve. omg its so cute. sweet plus cute. and den watched rugrats go wild with benben. real funny cuz they gave us this card thingy that ur suppose to smell when they

2003-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

wont you spend xmas with me? look at the lovers on the streets.. enjoying each other's company.. laughing and having fun.. cuddling and kissing.. i wont deny it. im jealous. looks like its gonna be another ordinary xmas. sense of helplessness and loneliness sets in.. probey kor.. i finally understand how bad and depressing loneliness can be.. haha.. god bless to all the happy couples out there.

2003-11-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

work was boring. i had nothing to do. finally finished my book, Life of Pi. i seriously recommend it. its about this indian teen stranded in the middle of the pacific with a hyena, a zebra with a broken leg, a female orang-utan and a royal bengal tiger. shows you how extreme life can be and how people can become and what they would do to survive. go get it yea.

2003-11-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Life of Pi - Chapter 56 I must say a word about fear. It is life's only true opponent. Only fear can defeat life. It is a clever treacherous adversary, how well I know. It has no decency, respects no law or convention, shows no mercy. It goes for your weakest spot, which it finds unerring ease. It begins in your mind, always. One moment you are feeling calm, self-possessed, happy. Then fear,

2003-11-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

mission failed suppose to go to the beach with peis and co. today. edna is back :) welcome back darling. but ended up i din go !! arghs. pierced my ear and felt kinda lethargic so yea i went home. maybe its cuz i woke up and 6.30am today. shrugs. no idea. lets have lunch sometime soon ok? im so sorry darlings. wanted to take loads and loads of photos with you all :( had my cam charged up. ah

2003-11-23T08:40:00.000+08:00

season of giving lenn is back from hongkong already. :) missed ya loads ahma! and thanks for the cute lilpiggy. had coffee with liang after that. saw cae and she came to join us as well. shes really nice. roar to the blabbermouths out there! thanks liang for the coffee and the pillow and the shiny thingy yea. " this the seaon to be jolly. lalalalalalalalala~ "

2003-11-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

happy day goshies. went to accompany mel darling do manicure today. she had her ear pierced as well. :) and shes so sweet! she got me roses and lillies. aww darling. and benben got me lillies and this sweet lil flower wif white petals and yellow centre. you all made my day !! mwak mwaks. ai si ni men. :P

2003-11-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

make me happy sighhh. its been so long since i recieved flowers. *hints* i wish someone whud get me whiteroses. *doublehints* or maybe white lillies! *triplehints* any kind souls arnd? :D

2003-11-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

you cut me deep guess im gonna enjoy singlehood. look for new targets.. god knows. * shrugs * dun give a fuck. just in time for me to patch up broken bonds between me and my buddies. :) sigh.. and i thought they say opposites attract. liars. blardy liars. i feel terrible. no. i wont let this put me down. come come babes. come and occupy my time. im far too free and my minds starting to wander.

2003-11-19T19:44:00.000+08:00

went to watch movie wif muh handyman. watched hidden track again.. had iced latte at starbucks.. again. anyways. thanks benben for your company today ! u look great. :D~~ * drools *

2003-11-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

went out wif vaune and cand todae. funky hair man baby cand. talked about some stuff. crapped loads. took my mind off things after awhile.. thanks darlings.. we must go out again some time okae. :) and get the others. mwak.

2003-11-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and makesure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,it can be very satisfactory if he/she is intoyou playing the dominant role MEORW! What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla HAHAHAHAHAAAAA.

2003-11-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

crash and burn. end of story.

2003-11-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

if you were here to notice, i had this song thingy playing on my webbie for about.. 30mins maybe? yea. sick of it so now its gone. rock on babes.

2003-11-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused andyour quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd andas many say "Your head is in theclouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla snitched it from jo's blog. goshies darlin. we've got the same eyes! * bats eyelids * soundbites// missyelliot - oneminuteman trapt - headstrong

2003-11-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

sigh. im feeling remotely alone.. and depressed.. please dont leave me here in the dark.. i need your presence.. to make me feel alright.. soundbites// zhoujielun - kaibuliaokou

2003-11-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

eh. dont need help with irc already. sis sent me her older version. :) PLS DO NOT DL THE NEW VERSION OF IRC ! they'll charge you from there onwards. beware.

2003-11-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

wo xi huan yuan de. ARGHS! i came home to find my way of communication gone. irc is not free anymore. its charging US$20. are they crazy? roar. anyone got solution pls leave me a note. went to watch movie with birthdayboy, wilin todae. weird show. magical. but still weird. hidden track, xun zao zhou jie lun. but goshies. zhou jie lun is so blardy cute. :D especially when he was kicking the snack

2003-11-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

changed my template again. gimme your comments yea? :) my family went for some wedding dinner in msia. im left with my sis. sigh. its really boring. watching the same episode of spongebob over and over again. and just in case i dont come online tomorrow.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILIN !

2003-11-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

Your soul is bound to the White Rose: ThePure. "I've been waiting in the dark for a longtime, shining my beacon of hope through theshadow. If you see me, don't you hide youreyes from me." The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,and chastity. It is governed by the goddessArtemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape. As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.You may have a strong

2003-11-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

happy birthday elm went for the elm anniversary thingy at egames. saw a few people that i really missed. bear, cae, cheng, christine, alex, wilin, korny, gm, lg, duckie and lots of i-dunno-whos were there. hope din miss anyone out. if i did.. sorry babe. really tired at the moment. nostalgia swept across. not so much of the old elm days but rather the coffee mates days. sigh. those were the

2003-11-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

finally done with the revamp. hope ya din hafta strain your eyes for too long. :) im gonna update the templates soon under the memories section. cheers.

2003-11-14T11:32:00.000+08:00

Life of Pi// Chapter 16 We are all born like Catholics, aren't we - in limbo, without religion, until some figure introduces us to God? After that meeting the matter ends for most of us. If there is a change, it is usually for the lesser rather than the greater; many people seem to lose God along life's way.

2003-11-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

Be who you are and say what you want, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. --- Theodor Seuss Geisel March 2, 1904 - September 24, 1991

2003-11-03T10:12:00.000+08:00

mom got me a digi cam. not the best of cams but it works for me anyway. :) bought the silver one. its small and handy. yea just love it. another wish crossed out. wee. take a look at my cam here babies.

2003-10-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

my pink baby sorry cand !! wanted to go wan.. got into a bad mood.. die erh.. lidat how u go fer makeup lessons. haha. lets meet up when we both have the time okay? im sure id love ur hair. :D mwaks darlin. ai ni.

2003-10-30T14:37:00.000+08:00

paint me a pretty picture [14:09] * Now talking in #|PwA| [14:09] * Topic is 'Finding a true friend is like panning for gold. You have to sift through the fakes to find the real ones ..' it has come to a point in my life where i realise the truth in this saying.. things are just in a mess.. feelings change.. attitudes change.. but changes like these coming from friends? cuts me deep.. cuts me

2003-10-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

its been too long and im lost without you last night i heard this song by alex to.. qing ren.. reminds me of the way you sing it.. reminds me of you. a wave of sadness and guilt swept over me.. im sorry i let you down.. im sorry i had to ruin the dream of having the one.. maybe you dont know.. maybe you think i dont care.. but i do.. and im so very very sorry.. though i've never really told you

2003-10-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

i decided to add to the things i love --->> mwaks ahkong ahma. :)

2003-10-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

awakened and back to reality HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAGZZ !!! last night was a memorable night.. first time out with GBR to zouk. actually its my first time to zouk. in fact its my first time clubbing. we were there to celebrate fagzz's bdae ! and thanks peeps for making it great. especially my baby, mel, the girls, my brudders and my master ! thankew thankew thankew eppy for going thru the trouble

2003-10-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

OOOOOHHHH !!! i dreamt of you last nite eppy-teh-master ! you were the man the dream sia. dont remember anyone in it except u.. had the faint impression that squall was in it too though. cant remember wad izzit abt. now arent u touched. :D

2003-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

quikz introduced me to friendster haha. add me babes!! skensta@hotmail.com :)

2003-10-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

additional happiness one more down. four more wishes to go. :) ---> bought some more body scrubs today and essential oils to boot. signed up fer yoga wif my momma. yay to healthy lifestyle. bought some art stuff as well.. hoping to get a piece done by the end of the year.. lifes gone into a standstill fer me.. jus feelin kinda empty wif the exams over. like i've got nothing constructive to do. i

2003-10-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

sheer bliss my line is back up. :) flood me babies !

2003-10-17T09:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE SQ / AHKONG !! hahaha i know u'll see this u lil' stalker. :X u peeper of blogs !!

2003-10-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

falling from grace today was suppose to be a happy happy day.. ended up i had no where to go.. no one to go out with.. felt kinda lousy.. had art paper today.. my last paper.. quite satisfied with it.. im jus afraid that i wont be able to pass 3 subjects and get promoted to sec4.. hell i'll get kicked out. * pulls at hair *. wtf am i doing with my studies.. special --> express --> retained..

2003-10-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION my line was cut off yesterdae. mom haven paid my bills.. so yea.. :\

2003-10-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

yay. todae went to town wif cand and per. trimmed eyebrows. * flashes her eyebrows * saw my dream wallet. jus love it. im gonna work fer my parents for half of my hols to buy it. :D and exams gonna end soon. whoopeedooooo !

2003-10-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

wweeeeEEeeee~ todaes chinese paper was good. :D muahahahaa. pls pls pls let me get promoted !

2003-10-02T13:17:00.000+08:00

oh please tell me that im wrong im feelin kinda crappy.. felt like ive been talkin to the wrong person.. though wad i say might not matter alot but it jus hurts inside to knoe that this person whom u actually trust pastes wad u say to another. maybe i'll jus keep to myself fer a while.. parting word // jus to emphasize on my point. ----> i hate fake ppl. do not make me

2003-10-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hershey's Kisses: Your life is beautiful and almostperfect. Your life is well-planned, and everydetail of it means a lot to you. You are aspecial person...in a sense that even thoughyou may not have such a big impact on thisworld, you mean much to the people who areclose to you... Life is like a box of chocolates...which one are you? brought to you by Quizilla ripped off the quiz from jiang's

2003-09-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

jus returned frm sq's place. sadly the flu followed me home. his room machiam like igloo. oh man. darn cooold. stayed overnite wif mon.eppy.exo.buggy. mahjong sleep mahjong again. kinda fun la. won arnd 17. :D hohohoohooo.~

2003-09-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

hope ya feelin better baobei.. see right bar --> you still have ur pals and u have me yea.. dun keep things bottled up..

2003-09-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

darn boring morning... my social life feels kinda dead. i miss latenight mahjong sessions wif linx gav kly fish born and co. .. sigh. -.-